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Colleagues and friends, many are advised not to marry me - the reason is that there is nothing to him? In addition to able-bodied look,, what else have obvious advantages? General job as there is no house, no savings, no car, but do not see in the short term prospects for appreciation at your fingertips, you crazy?

I was not crazy, I just want tomad. With his inferior resources compared to those of my strengths and the resources should not be regarded as advantages. My qualifications than his high school graduate, but for highly educated women to find the husband, the count advantage?

Romance does not belong to us, our marriage was bad my wedding are not recalled. Live in a semi-basement in summer as long as it rains, our house becomes a flood plain. I remember one day, I wake up one day and found all of my book, and handmade jewelry even a marriage certificate on all drift at the surface. My house only put a small bed and a computer table, the smallest of its kind.

Give my husband phone, only to say that the cry. He rushed home, roll up trouser legs to shovel water, is also said to me you stay in bed, do not the. This sentence has him, I Do not Cry, the mind becomes bright and joy instant up.

Je te dis merde soon left me - a book to pay grade to make money, become light with time. We bought a car, with room in the suburbs, I started to enjoy spending money freely, but he is not accustomed to. But I spent my own money is earned, he can say anything? Should not, now that they can not be boring at heart,Over time, the feelings between husband and wife on the unfamiliar.

More people costume jewelry do not deserve him, I think that my loss - I was still young, but we should watch more fame and fortune, one of my best-selling book in the list for a three month, and even men have to pursue, the cry and I want the shouted exchanges. More silence him, the more time spent on work, it is a trivial and hard work on my computer atplaying a while to catch up with him money on the a busy few weeks.

then suddenly all the people that I not good enough for him - areMen39s, he began to go Je te dis merde, and even he has said to me one day. He was prepared to go to Hong Kong at him on their company39s website to see an advertisement to recruit overseas staff, he same conditions of their own, and called, saying that as long as he does, the application can be approved - in overseas work, one than the money in two years than the domestic. The only requirement is that families should not bring, but at least one sign are 5 to 8 years. Canbetween.

I am silent.

And we all are busy, busy, he39s him, my my busy, busy day I have a vertigo - I had a rare life-threatening tumor.

During my treatment at the day, he at overcrowded hospitals such fashion jewelry as corridors, pretending to look at a newspaper, but I saw him the tears have been put wet newspaper. He did not have six months work, we rely on savings and rental housing a living, both live at home my mother. With me as if destiny had a very cruel joke - and I lost all the twinkling of an eye. Men will not love me like a woman, no longer young, the loss of health, loss of earning capacity, but I want to live, I said to him I want to live. He looked at me and said You must live go on to live to very old very old, or you me I beg your pardon, I beg your pardon, I accompanied you do nothing.

I think that there is no decent life, there is no perfect career, or even a large number of love, I will live. Now I only know that things is not the case, I can not buy clothes, not make-up, do not drink coffee, but I want to live. I linger on the way forward. Whenever he and I together in wholesale jewelry the hospital corridor, I can feel the eyes around - except that there is in the eyes of my compassion, have sympathy for him, I know people think I married him, a loss of .

I ask him, feel that they are not losses, and are not want to leave for good? He nodded. I am furious and little tears in his eyes, I said to him, Do not you marry me, marry another woman, she must not be sick on it? Even if she was not sick, you can guarantee themselves a lifetime in good health do not need to take care of others? Life is interdependent necessary, we can not say I am pretty young, many young you grant us is a match together, and tomorrow I have a natural and man-made, or should happen to you there, our loss is the one who, who owes who . If so, what feelings have value? The growth of one of the people go again, the ups and downs, how can there be so many things cheaper let you keep up with them?

He smiled in turn stand in amazement and said I also think so. I thought I would have many noble, distress at a time when you are willing to leave you, so you say, if I do not do this, but some justice capacity of the hard.

In fact, I know that and I now, then he certainly love my young age, when my brilliant, healthy-looking and dynamic. However, what is love? If that is the interception of a love life hits the most glorious time, and then go looking for new faces, call it love?

Now, out of my house to continue a normal life. But I think usually, if not the disaster, and perhaps he had me, because together we have no reason - he went to Hong Kong can get twice the salary, and I can also fashion magazines like the singlelooking lady looking for the same, to find me a worthy Man of identity and income. However, such an arrangement is not destiny, and it let me know how to invest in life is far from being a game, you never even know what kind of man you are worthy because you do not know the fate of the arrangements for you - it can make an instant you lose everything, so you do not have the status of any negotiations, so that any person not deserve you, as long as the able-bodied person.

I was until that moment, can no longer pay a heavy heavy price, can not know love calculations. If you love a person, he she must be the life you love, otherwise, it is not called love, called the wake up with the cross-Huan, one thing all dispersed, the kind of love, although fashionable, though lighthearted, but the cents no value, because you smooth sailing as long as the sun at high noon, the kind of love on the bow available everywhere, just like the bank if you have the cash, all of the jewelers all over the world will provide you with the best quality service. But do not bankrupt you - if you bankrupt, even the smallest business on the trouble encountered, you will refuse to see the career, you still smile, but will not provide any given service - most of him you said We must trust that one day you will become our customers.

Love and life, the necessary U.S. Value and patience. Sometimes, you have to insist, have to endure some pain to endure, and then you can probably feel the joy of life and love beautiful, I really do not want you, like me, to pay so much at the cost of so many, the understand this point.